if only..

IF ONLY i loved running and all that stuff (which, if u know me, i don't)..i'd totally join the army! seriously. it's like my dream. isn't it so cool??? to be one of the few tough girls able to fire a rifle n stuff.. but now i can't even be bothered to walk to the DC for meals sometimes, so..think this dream oughta be abandoned.

IF ONLY i could cook...i'd be a pro chef. but i can't cook even if my life depended on it.. which is really saddening. cuz i've been watching the next food network star, and it's amazing how they can whip up all these yummilicious dishes! being a pro chef would be awesome..creating all these artistic, beautiful dishes..so much fun!

IF ONLY i could do stats. hahaha. i'd be a psychologist. the stuff we're learning in class now is actually really interesting! learnt so much about memory, how genes affect our personality, etc. plus our professor does outside counselling, so he meets all these fascinating pple with fascinating problems..and he gets to help them, which is really cool.

IF ONLY i were more disciplined in practising my music so i'll improve..maybe i can actually be a professional musician. which is really tough cuz there are so many other musicians out there better than me and still not discovered. aahhh..imagine the lights, sounds, pple out in front of u..singing the songs YOU wrote. nothing could be more amazing than that. except maybe pple singing the songs u wrote FOR God. that would be the best thing i could ever do with my life.