eyes closing now. going to sleep after this. thought it'll be a nice, relaxing weekend where i could finally sit in my room and 'nua'..haha. and just do nothing. but no..so tired now!!
ystdy went to workout. actually managed to stay in the gym for 45mins! so proud of me. no longer a slacker. haha. my legs ache so bad now though. only been to the gym twice since i've been here. haha. and omg. i saw the calorie counter thingy..and i ran for like 20+mins and i only burned like 300 calories i think. omg!! i can eat more than 300 calories in one meal!! i read somewhere ( was it in Drawing Near?) that our body is a temple of God..not that i didn't know that before, but it just didn't strike me that much before. feel like i've been defiling my body or smth. haha. sounds kinda extreme but..i've been filling my body with junk food and bad stuff! have to detox now..gonna eat only salads and fruits forever! well maybe not forever but for a while. heh. anw i want God to be pleased with all aspects of my life..even the way i eat. hmm..does that mean all the chocs n maggi mee in my room has got to go??? :(
did laundry. the fun of doing laundry is seeping away. i hate doing laundry!!!! ugh. plus it made my jeans shrink! i'm serious. it's not that i've put on weight although i'm sure i have, but it was fine one day and then i washed it and put it in the dryer (fatal mistake) and then the next day it was tighter! damn sad now. not gonna last winter with only 3 pairs of jeans!!!
went to visit swallow robin for the first time since i've been here..never got around to going there. it's just so far away. but i like it. it's so small and home-y. sat there and had a deep conversation with sung ah. haha. it was nice. went over to the souphouse..supposed to watch matrix 2 but ended up playing games w other pple there. then we got hungry so walked over to handy andy's! ahhh..so bad eating choc at night!!! but the worst part of the evening was later. we played spoons. which is essentially the game heart attack but when u lose u dun slap pple's hands. u drink one HUGE glass of water. i lost twice. the water was extremely gross. ugh. had to go pee like 6 times after that. but it still was fun in the midst of the suffering. haha.
got back to my room pretty late and woke up at 7+am today. so tired! i dun even wake up this early for sch. went with some pple to amy's church - muncie alliance. was pretty cool. worship was alright. they actually sang hillsongs! haha. it just nv fails to amaze me when pple around here know hillsongs..guess they're pretty well-known after all! that's cool. but the tempo of worship was kinda...slowwww. soothing but slow. the msg was good. i liked it! about not caring about what others think, but only about what God thinks.
'the fear of man hinders us from pleasing God'
seems like God keeps telling me not to care about what others think but to just go ahead and be firm in what i believe and just live for Him.
~it's all about You, Jesus. and all this is for You, for Your glory and Your grace. it's not about me, as if You should do things my way. You alone are God, and I surrender to Your ways~
dun mind going back to that church again :)
went shopping after that!~!~ i LOVE shopping ever since i've been here!! it just makes me happy to go away from campus and just see the outside world!! hahaha. guilty to say i bought alot of stuff again. heh. but i have gd reason! it's clothes in preparation for winter cuz i've been pretty much freezing everyday. altho i got some pretty summer clothes!!couldn't resist! :)
it's kinda depressing around here. no wonder pple get seasonal depression. seriously. i shld take some pics. it's gloomy and dark and rainy and the trees are all BOTAK now. looks like a scene from a horror movie where the trees move and kill pple or smth. ugh. no more black for my wardrobe. outside's depressing enough.
LOVE YOU LORD!~
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