extraordinary

so...ystdy was me being depressed like always once a month. stuffed my face with chocs..now i'm fine. :)

ystdy was a pretty gd day though. performed our jamaica mime in chapel. in front of everyone. plus grandparents since it was grandparents' day. kinda weird. didn't really get the same reaction but we expected that..n throughout the day pple kept coming up to me n playing air guitar cuz i was the rocker. haha. was pretty entertaining. tried to film stupid cos104 video last night and tonight. pretty much a failure. dun feel like doin it anymore. such a lame video. sigh. just wanna get it over with.
TCA prac today was much better. less stressed. i always stress myself out. it's all in my mind. heh. kinda excited for our worship nite tmr..yay! plus went shopping in the afternoon. gd way to de-stress - spend money. always makes me happieeee.

although..still really wish i could transfer to some college in the city :( wonder if this is gonna haunt me my whole 4 years. it's pretty much my fault though. i didn't check taylor out at all. just came by faith. heh. if i'd known it was in the freakin middle of nowhere i would never have come. why are u doing this to me God????