Tuesday, October 31, 2006

always and forever

fire fall down..on us we pray... guess what!! we sang that song in chapel today!! i was FLOORED. AMAZED. FLABBERGASTED. they actually sang hillsongs!~!~ oh my gosh. i loved that band. hope they play every time!!! was so excited. and i was like the only one who knew how to sing n was singing it happily. haha. wheee. just really psyched they played somethin other than hymns!!!

chapel was wonderful. glad i woke up in time to go :) this missionary from lebanon came to speak to us..he's had such a hard life bringing the gospel to the lost in lebanon..all that persecution n all..but thru it all he still remained faithful and continued proclaiming God's word. so amazing. i hate to say it but i just feel like if God wants to send me to some third country i'll just die there..dun think my threshold of pain/bad living conditions is that high. sometimes i just wish i love science so i can study medicine n be a doctor n go help those kids in the poor countries. just feel so HELPLESS. like there are people all over the world suffering n here i am, doing nothing about it. sigh.

anw yesterday was a slack day. went to chapel for service..did hw..slacked arnd. sunday's always my hw day. :( mad rush at the library every sun 9-12mdnight. haha. just came back frm dance prac n dinner..kinda nervous abt performing in front of everyone in chapel next wed!!! so fast!!!

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