all grown up

so..just talked to my parents..made me feel quite sad. like..jedi's all grown up and going out to watch movies with his friends! this sounds dumb but..he probably doesn't need/want me anymore!! he doesn't like me anymore! he'll probably forget he had a sister esp now when he gets into his teenage years..just like jeremy :( feel like i'm just missin out on pple's lives..like my brothers..and cousins..all growing up without me being there to experience it with them. makes me feel kinda far away and forgotten.